Is it normal i ruminate so much that i rather die then have this continue?

I struggle severely with rumination and instructive thoughts. I have tried therapy, meditation, mindfulness, positive thoughts, redirection, writing it out, etc. It just doesn't work. My mind is an awful broken record and I just can't take it anymore.

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  • LornaMae

    The canabinoids suggested here might make it even worse, it did for me in the past. Lab drugs may be helpful though.

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    • LornaMae

      Just so we're clear not labs as in meth labs! Haha

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      • 1WeirdGuy

        Did you try the actual THC free CBD? I have bad reaction to THC I get paranoid anxiety but CBD has been amazing. Wish I knew about it a decade ago

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        ?

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  • Vvaas

    you're in charge of your own life, make whatever decision that brings you peace

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  • 1WeirdGuy

    Try CBD oil

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  • Try ocd medication.

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  • Ummitsstillme

    Have you tried cannabis?

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    • No. Never considered weed or other (street) drugs.

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      • Ummitsstillme

        Cannabis isn't a street drug. Well maybe it is, depending on where you live.

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