Is it normal i think i got a second chance?
So I tried to kill myself, but having great difficulty swallowing the pills. I noticed the dissolved slightly in my mouth so I dissolved them in a cup of water. It worked, but was so fucking gross I was chugging water after everything sip. The thought of it actually makes me gag. Right after I was feeling awful headaches and being very dizzy. It was late so I went to bed, expecting not to wake up. I woke up the next morning. I was tired, but that was probably because I didn't get much sleep. Nobody noticed anything wrong with me. The worst part of today, from what I assume was the pills, was being slightly nauseous.
I probably took less than ideal, 20-40 for sever liver damage, 14+ for liver damage, 40+ish, liver failure. But how am I supposed to to swallow 40 freaking pills?!