Is it normal i think i'm more scared of driver's ed than driving itself?
I've talked about my fear of driving a lot on this site, but I realized something: I think I actually am more scared of driver's ed. Me and my mom decided if we ever go through with it, I should take a private class. Now, one thing you should keep in mind before reading this next part is that the subconscious is different than the conscious, and consciously I know that driver's ed instructors are not bad people, but subconsciously I believe that. When my anxiety reached its peak I focused my anger on the automotive industry, and I felt a deep hatred for instructors because I had one friend who was learning that I was worried about. So subconsciously I have a negative view of these people. Hell, I even tried downloading a DE app that I failed on, and almost started crying. An APP! TBH though, the idea of just driving normally doesn't seem as scary by comparison, and I don't know why.