Is it normal i unsure of what to do since everything i knew was wrong?
We are told that if you try hard enough and apply enough someone will pick you up for a job. Even if you are right out of HS at 18 years of age. You are given tips on how to write and told this is what employers want to hear and persistence will get you a job. I found out however that is not true and even if you perform well on a job the company can still fire you.
I know a good percent of finding a job has always been "Luck" above all. However when what you were told was correct was all a sham what exactly do you do? You cant say no or yes to anything since you don't know if it will pan out. I got a guard certificate since everyone said they hired you but I been in and out of stocking/Factory/Warehouse work and no one has hired me permanent. The Security companys wont even bother looking at me since I dont have two years of experience.
When 1000s of applications only produce you one job what exactly are you suppose to do? I would get another certificate but after spending 300$ on security guard card certificates and being told it doesnt mean anything I am really wary that anything is worth your money anymore. I can not get a job in anything else and Its not like I really have family or friends to help me out.