Is it normal i want to fake my death
I've had it with people treating me like shit. I have this desire to fake my death, make it seem like I've committed s*icide and leave a note why, to make all the people who treated me this way feel bad and regret it, and I'll run away and live completely off the grid. The only people I can count on are my family, and I've got no friends. I just want people who bullied me to think I k!lled myself, without actually k!lling myself, so that they will feel terrible. I'm obviously not gonna be able to go through with it but I do have this thought pop up in my head when ever someone is mean to me. So, is it normal to think things like scenarios like this?