Is it normal killing allies in halo 3 sexually aroused me?
So I never owned an Xbox 360 or the game in question, but I remember when visiting a family friend I would occasionally play it on his. I remember a story mode where you could kill your allies, and I mostly did it just to be a dick, but one thing was kinda weird.
Keep in mind, I was probably around 9 or 10 years old and didn’t know what a fetish was, but I had recently discovered my own sexuality, and I was attracted to one female character. I recall knocking her helmet off and killing her, and it seemed weird because(and I hope this makes sense): she had a very bossy tough attitude, and seeing her dead and helpless was such a stark contrast to that.
Hopefully I won’t come off as a weirdo but I just wanted to share this.