Is it normal my biggest fear is getting drunk in public

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Out of all my fears, spiders, heights, clowns, being buried alive, etc... my biggest one is getting drunk in public. Maybe getting carried away somewhere and drinking too much? Or someone puttin somethin in my drink that'll get me wooshed?

But my fear's not cause of the obvious fear of getting raped unconciously by a random stranger that could have AIDS, but i have the fear i'd say too much about myself. Maybe out myself as gay (i'm from a very christian surrounding so i'd be murdered if i do come out) or maybe i'd start talking bout how i actually hate 90% of my friends cause they're all too selfish for normal human behavior. Idk but i feel like i could never get loose at a party no matter how old i am (i'm 18 and the legal drinking age is 18 in my country so while everyone my age is out there drinking their butts off i'm over here gaming at home ). Nd thas fine right or do you think like fok it go have fun? But it sometimes makes me feel like i'm standin in the same puddle while everyone around me's surfing tides.

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  • SmokeEverything
    6 years ago

    Cant handle your booze

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  • Justmehere
    6 years ago

    Sometimes, getting a bit drunk and telling people what you really feel is a good thing. As long as they're friends, they'll understand, and, probably do the same with you. I wouldn't do it with a total stranger, as you might have harm done to you.

    I was having a few with my hot older sister one night after I'd already been out, so, was feeling pretty well. We got to chatting and honest stuff, and she was also fairly in the bag. We both admitted a lot of things that were privately known anyway, but never spoken. Among many other things, she admitted really enjoying the attention I paid to her body and long, amazing nails, going back years and saying "I loved how obsessed you were with me. And gotta say, I asked for a lot of it by leading you on". Also said always hated my ex-wife and that ex was jealous of how we (sister and I) got along. "She knew you'd fuck me instead of her any day". Exact quote, by the way.

    I've gone off on one of my long-time friends, telling him how cheap he is, drop the aging hippie routine, and stop making fun of anything he doesn't understand. We were drinking at my house that night, and I figured, if he leaves, he leaves. I'm already home. Dude needed to hear these things.

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  • Tealights
    6 years ago

    Games are great too.

    Personally, I wish saying the wrong thing was all I had to worry about. I can handle my alcohol, even more so if I eat something before drinking, but I've never been super drunk before, and I would like to experience it and have fun without worrying about rape. Oh well...

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