Is it normal my crush manifested me

Guys my crush told me he manifests our life together ! He has stolen me by manifesting me back to him after I rejected him again couple years ago because he wants to share his life with me and I am not comfortable settling down and I am asexual so I told him hes crazy because we can never work out and be together so just forget me and never talk to me again and do not wish for sex with me you creep ! but now we are talking because I suddenly feel very drawn to him and hes very manly. Another strange thing is im no longer asexual. I have fantasies in my head that I cannot stop from entering my head and they are not pure ! Please help me ! I feel like when I have pms and my hormones changes me except its not time and I dont have pms right now so I think something is wrong with me because I am experiencing romantic thoughts which are not pure and I cant tend to them myself because it doesnt work anymore. PLease help me ! I was pure and then my crush used TRICKS on me 😡