Is it normal my job is killing me?
As I get older I feel dumber. When I was in college I felt like I was going to take the world by storm. I graduated and 6 months ago started my first job at a technology business startup. It's kicking my ass.
Nearly every day when I get home from work I'm in recovery mode, just anxiously awaiting when I have work the next day. And on the weekends I zoom out and look at who I'm becoming and thinking about where I might be in 5 years and I semi-panic.
I'm worried I'm not cut out for my role since it's business to business sales (emailing and calling business owners out of nowhere to try and schedule a 15 min call with us), which I heard is more stressful than most jobs but I also just feel like I'm not cut out for life.