Is it normal my romantic preference changed

I spend a lot of time on the internet and so I see mens real opinions about women when they are anonymous.
Ive never felt comfortable sleeping with a man and being poked with a flesh stick which sounds disgusting and painful to me and men do not even take care of their skin. Men ive met whos been of the timid sweet kind all thought they were in love after meeting 1 time so they are no better. Absolutely no concept of how love and emotions work. Its all sexual urge.

Lesbian women are not like straight men. They dont constantly rape other women. Lesbian women appreciate their partner and feel loving and proud unless she happens to be a sociopath, and men always talk trash on their wives or girlfriends.
You hear it from women whos worked male dominated jobs or lesbian women whos had male friends and been considered "one of the guys", all of them say the same thing. Even guys ive known whos pretended to be ~not like other guys~ says it too but they happen to disagree with all their friends misogyny and racism, THATS why they're friends with them! Because they DONT agree with anything they think! Yeah right...

Misogyny have gotten worse too. Misogyny wasnt so violent like it is today like getting murdered for denying sex etc, it happens constantly now...
I want no part in it. I dont fall in love with men anymore after everything ive seen. I cant see what there is to love since I respect myself and I want to be able to say no to someone without immadiately getting murdered or stalked. I also dont want to live my life with a man anymore and a mans boring decor style. I feel like crying when I imagine it. I never used to be into women romantically or sexually but I am now genuienly. I dont want to risk my life I just feel I am rather single even.