Is it normal normal to fight the urge to take a dump?
Hey
I have a habit that i can't seem to overcome . I have been doing this for as long as i can remember! When I have the urge to use the washroom and purge my body of the toxic fast food i constantly eat , i fight the urge to use the washroom . I only do this if i am home alone and i love to withhold the disgusting pile of shit forming inside my tight pipe . I like the sensation of everything pushing up against my dirt pipe walls packing itself into a thick shit dildo if you will . I do not enjoy anal play during sex and i am a straight male but for some reason i enjoy the sensation of this . I hold it as long as i possibly can as long as it doesn't get carried away for hours or anything harmful to me .
I also enjoy the fact that when i finally take the hot steaming dump it for some reason makes my whole body constrict and brings a tear to my eye . I love feeling the tear roll down my cheek as i very slowly ease out the load from my shit pipe . NOW ... is this normal? does anyone else do this? Should i stop doing this? why do i do this?
thanks everyone