Is it normal people saying stop using disorder as an excuse?
I have severe anxiety, depression and aspergers and when I tell someone I can't do something (i.e. going somewhere where their will be lots of people, or doing a task in which at that moment I'll be too tired or depressed to do it) people will get angry at me and tell me to stop using my disorder as an excuse. I don't understand, as it's not like I'm constantly telling people no, it's just I know what will happen if I go ahead with it. If I go to a crowded place I'll get an anxiety attack, but people don't seem to understand this even when they've witnessed it with their own fucking eyes. You wouldn't tell a person with no fingers to write something, then get angry at them when they tell you the reason why they can't do that.
I'm also trying to get help for my problems, I've tried pills and I'm still seeing a psychologist but it never really helps. I just get sick of people complaining that I shouldn't use my disorder as an explanation, it's not like I don't want to go out/do tasks, I'd love to be normal and to go outside without feeling an ounce of fear or stress. I'd love to get up early in the morning without feeling suicidal and worthless, but guess what? I don't have a choice.
I hate everyone like this, because to me their all idiotic fools who can't even grasp the simple concept of a mental illness.
I also hate people trying to put down my problems as nothing by saying "everyone has anxiety, I do sometimes and I get through it.", "everyone has depression", etc. Sure, but have they ever broke down in the middle of a shopping mall in panic, or contemplated slicing your jugular with that kitchen knife you just picked up? Everyone has a bit of anxiety and depression, but there's a difference between mild and severe, though most people can't seem to understand this.