Is it normal sometimes i wish i wasn't horny all the time?
I get horny everyday and think about sex all the time, sometimes I wish that I didn't get horny because I could get more done because my mind wouldn't keep getting distracted and it wouldn't hurt as much to constantly keep desiring beautiful girls and women who I know would never be interested in me. I masturbate at least once every day and before (and while) I'm doing it, it just feels so good and like I want this more than anything else in the whole world, but then when I'm done I feel shame and regret for wasting my time and it feels so pointless. Because the next day it's the same thing, I'm horny again and it keeps coming back no matter what, like hunger or the need to use the bathroom. It keeps coming back and makes me a slave to my biological needs and desires.