Is it normal that guys probably wont date me because my past?
Hi all. Recently i have been having a lot of one night stands with multiple guys. I usually meet them on tinder and kik. I just turned 18 last month and i just realized that i have had sexual encounters with at least 20 guys since the age of 14. The "worst" thing i have ever done was have sex with two much older men at the same time when i was drunk and high. One of my ex friends told people at my high school what i did after i told her to keep it secret.
Now the things i have done have spread throughmy town and have even reached my mother. She doesnt look at me the same way anymore. I also really blew it with this one guy that i actually really liked and wanted to have a real relationship with. Its all because he heard the rumors of all the stuff i have done. He saod he couldnt be with a girl like me because he couldnt bear to think about all the guys i have slept with. I feel like my life is over.