Is it normal that i act like this?
Online, I act like a completely immature, stupid, verbally abusive bitch. But in real life, I wouldn't say 99% of the things I do on the computer. I'm not the demeanor people see most of on here. In fact, if you ever met me in real life I'd likely just say hi/how are you and go back to be alone in my bedroom. I'm not actually one for socialization/potential conflict. I strongly oppose conflict in real life.
While there are true topics that really concern me (overpopulation and such), I'm not nearly as passionate or aggressive about it IRL. I hardly speak of it as I mostly spend time listening to music, playing video games, and watching Let's Plays.
The reason why I act the way I do online is because that's what it is: The Internet. It gives me free rein to act however I want. A outlet. But none of the mean or cruel things I say are genuine (It's like playing pretend). But I'm not evil, crazy, or cruel. I'm not condoning my behavior at all. I know it's wrong and I apologize to all that had to deal with it. But none of it is real.
If anything, it just means I'm a bored individual that needs to play more video games than hang out on a site that views conflicting to mine exist.