Is it normal that i am a psychology major, but refuse to..

It takes a lot to reach out and ask someone for help, whether you're a psych major or a therapist is irrelevant. I have a bad habit of doing similar things, where me and another person might have the same exact problem but it's so much easier to help/advise another than it is to help myself. The latter involves emotional blocks/interference. Same reason why surgeons never operate on someone they know. So your situation is not so bizarre.

Remember, no problems are too petty or pathetic to a psychologist. Even if you are feeling suicidal over a crush, normal people might belittle such a situation, but shrinks know better to not judge and evaluate each situation objectively. It doesn't matter -what- your problem is, it's all about..... wait for it..... how it makes you -feel-

That is why the diabetes doctors are always fat.

Lose weight?

Ignore anything that Ellenna says. She sucks phone cock for a living.

Do you maybe feel like you don't want to seek help for your depression because you have already played out the entire thing in your head about how your session will go and which questions a psychologist will ask you? Having the same background yourself and all. . . And thinking that you already know the answers to it, so why bother?

The thing is, it might be that you are looking for an excuse to not open up and be vulnerable to somebody because you don't want to feel fragile, like your patients?

I think it's highly probable that you're own pride and ego may be standing in your way.

Toss your sense of logic and get help.

I'm very glad you're not my counsellor and I pity your clients, because presumably you expect them to have the courage to take steps to change, but you don't have the guts to do it yourself. If you think your own problems are embarrassing and pathetic, I really hope you have empathy with clients whose problems could be regarded in the same light, but I doubt if that's possible for some so dishonest.

You may have the theory, but apparently you're either a complete hyocrite or your don't have the courage to put your learned theories into practice.

blah blah blah. You are just being melodramatic.
Depression is not necessarily a bad thing.
To me it is a developmental process, a means of adapting to whatever is making me upset.
(Simply put, it is a mental maturing process)
I used to be dramatic and sensitive (disgusting I know)
Then I stopped caring because I came to cope with the pain and whatever used to hurt me became insignificant.
The thing is I feel so out of touch with people because I simply don't care for insignificant matters, and when you think about it, all we humans do is hold value to, or complain about insignificant things because we have nothing really important in our live e.g. people, nature, animals, earth, relationships (of course importance is a subjective term, but you get the gist of what I'm saying) You are making yourself depressed, you are the only one who can change that.

What are your reasons for not seeking help? I have suffered with depression for many many years(15+). It can lead to developing other problems both physical(weak immune system) and mental(anxiety, somatization etc) .

Not really normal. What ARE your reasons, then? That info may help.

If it's due to the general apathy and lack of motivation depression gives you, then yeah, pretty normal. If this is the case, I hope for your sake it doesn't take something awful happening to get you to the point where you look for help.