Is it normal that i am slowly starting to hate people that are close to me?
For context: I am a person with anger issues despession in case that helps for understanding or something idk
And sorry if my english is not the best
Okay so, before the whole thing with covid and all started I was actually a pretty normal person with some problems here and there, like everybody else. But somehow quarantine changed me. With my parents always fighting, blaming stuff on me and just make me feel like crap. And that's where I think it sarted. My parents were the first people who I got annoyed and distenced myself from, which I think doesn't really need an explenation why now. So everything after that was good and all for a short while having my moments here and there with people but it wasn't that bad. After some time I cut off a lot people from my life and just went with my best friend and two other friends. Now I just get ticked off everytime someone tries to help/lecture me or is just better than me at something that I usually wouldn't care about. And that brings me to this moment now. Currently trying to keep my best friend with me and not cut her off too. So yeah, does anyone know what the heck is wrong with me or got any advice to help me out on that?
Again, sorry if my english isn't so good and/or if it confuses some people.