Is it normal that i can't seem to make correct decisions?
whenever i can make a poor choice or just be awful, i take that opportunity. ive wanted to turn my life around for years, but im never able to. How do you start making correct choices and be a better person all around? I'm a tedious and uncomfortable person to talk to, and i'm pretty sure that i have 0 friends because ive driven them all off and been to unpleasant to make any new ones. i don't want to be like this, but i can't stop.
i'm kind of terrified of talking to people because of how much of an awful person i am and im sure that they'll know.