Is it normal that i don't want my body to be found

When I was younger I thought about suicide. And planned to go out deep in the woods. Take 7 different bottles of pills(all the pills my mom had in her house). Then lay down and wait.

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Comments ( 7 )
  • 1WeirdGuy

    Pills would be a brutal fucking death. You'd suffer greatly. And you'd certainly start regretting it before you died.

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  • RoseIsabella

    This makes me sad. 😔

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  • SkullsNRoses

    Why didn’t you want to be found?

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    • Sometimes when I was younger I wanted to vanish. It only happend when I was ashamed or isolated. And never have to deal with anything hard

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  • bbrown95

    That would likely impose horror on your family and loved ones, unfortunately. In many cases, having a body to bury brings people closure with death, especially if the cause of death is a mystery (like in the case of missing persons cases in which very little details of the person's disappearance are known).

    Agreed with WeirdGuy as well that pills are typically a very unpleasant way to die, and I've also heard that in many cases of suicide survivorship, the person immediately regretted their decision.

    I hope you no longer feel this way and are living a better life now.

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    • Iambillythemenacetosociety

      Oh, I see. It's not about the OP. It's all about their family.🙄 Jesus Christ. First and foremost, I thought that whenever someone dies, it "imposes horror" on those who knew them. Isn't that what is supposed to happen? Second, how is that even the OP's problem? And I truly hope you know that the "horrors" their loved ones and family will face will be the last thing on their minds. When has a suicidal person ever cared about anyone other than themselves in the moment? Their family and loved ones (if they have any) will eventually move on as well. They always do. So I find it amusing that it is being made about the suffering of family members and loved ones when it is completely meaningless.

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  • Iambillythemenacetosociety

    Go ahead, I guess.

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