Is it normal that i fear the sound/ feeling of my heartbeat?
I want to know if it is normal to fear one's own heartbeat. Not mostly the heart and blood, but the sound and feel of it.
About a year and a half ago, I fainted and had a small seizure due to being out in the sun for too long, and before the seizure, I could see and feel my heartbeat, which scared the sh!t out of me.
Whenever I lay down and relax a little, I feel my pulse, thumping in my wrist or my neck, and sit up immediately. I always am scared that I will faint again.
Is this normal?