Is it normal that i fear the sound/ feeling of my heartbeat?

I want to know if it is normal to fear one's own heartbeat. Not mostly the heart and blood, but the sound and feel of it.
About a year and a half ago, I fainted and had a small seizure due to being out in the sun for too long, and before the seizure, I could see and feel my heartbeat, which scared the sh!t out of me.
Whenever I lay down and relax a little, I feel my pulse, thumping in my wrist or my neck, and sit up immediately. I always am scared that I will faint again.

Is this normal?

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76% Normal
Based on 17 votes (13 yes)
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Comments ( 14 )
  • I’d be far more fearful if I didn’t feel it beating.

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    • Obviously lmao

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    • Columbusbiguy

      Preach!

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  • eeeekkk

    I feel like this sometimes

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  • noooidea

    I don't fear my own heartbeat but hearing other's fast heartbeats, like used for effects in movies and such, makes me hyper-aware of my own and I don't like that.

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  • leggs91200

    Do not go looking up those youtube videos of a beating heart hooked up to a life machine. It is this beating heart and it is creepy.

    Ok look, if curiosity gets the best of you, make sure you are somewhere that you can lay down and faint while watching.

    It is sad though. The heart is probably the most amazing and hardest working organ in our bodies yet we are creeped out by it.

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    • Yeah. Thx

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  • russian18

    I feel like this every time I go to sleep. I fear that my heartbeat will just stop or something like that.

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  • LloydAsher

    What are you a vampire?

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    • lmao nah man

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  • brutus

    The beating action of my heart makes me nauseous.

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  • RoseIsabella

    Nope.

    Sometimes I can see the big vein in my neck pulsing.

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    • jojo_potato

      That's.. urm... nice I guess

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      • RoseIsabella

        It's kinda cool, it's probably not good... meh.

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