Is it normal that i feel bad?
After discovering Dionysus and doing a ton of research on him, I couldn't resist setting up a yaoi rp about him. However, I'm starting to depart from the 'sexiest god I've ever seen' type feelings and feel like honoring him instead, but I can't imagine worshiping him with the knowledge that I also wrote some gay porn about him. :[
I have a feeling I'll be flamed both for this being about religion and for it being weird, but please just tell me if it's normal to feel bad about it and how you'd feel in a similar situation.