Is it normal that i feel like drinking after i slept awfully last night?
This is not a usual habit for me, but I have the desire to drink an abundant amount of alcohol. For those of you who wonder which kind of alcohol I crave, it is Manischewitz wine. I currently have the blackberry flavored one and I am about to indulge in it. I am very much fond of wine, but I do refrain from drinking most of the time. However, it has been a particularly long day today, so I feel inclined to put myself in quite a good mood. I do not intend to become extremely intoxicated, but I do want to experience the early stages of intoxication. My goal is to derive pleasure from this act and induce great calmness. Worry not, for I will not subject myself to the dangers of drinking in public. I will only drink in my own home, so it is not necessary to be concerned about my safety. I have enjoyed such an occasion like this before, so worry not about me lacking the discipline to refuse to continue to drink for many days more afterwards.