Is it normal that i hate paper napkins and towels?
Ever since I can remember, I've hated using paper napkins and towels. Something about them is just so profoundly gross to me and I don't want to touch them or even see them. I can use toilet paper, but only if it's immediately after it comes off the roll and then its gone, I can't sit there with a handful of it. I keep cloth handkerchiefs in my jacket so I never have to use a tissue. At an old workplace the break room was always a mess and had paper napkins strewn about so I would eat in the bathroom instead, it was that bad.
My friends and family make fun of me but i can't help it. My gf doesnt understand but when we eat at a restaurant they always take my napkin and put it under their plate so I don't have to see it. I can live with this but I want to know if anyone else has this aversion.