Is it normal that i have this paralysis at least three times a week?
Okay, so ummm... I have no idea how to start this.
I wake up, two to three times a week, unable to move. I always see these "figures" around my bed, and I have NO SHUCKING IDEA exactly what they're saying but I can make out "Jessie" and that's all I've ever been able to hear in my paralysis state. But recently I've heard "Chris" and that's what worries me most. Chris is my boything, as of right now.
I know they're talking about my relationship or whatever, and it scares the hell outta me.
But, while I'm terrified of these figures, the paralysis itself is actually quite calming. For what reason, I've no idea.
And even crazier, when I fully wake up in the mornings when I DON'T have any episode at all, I get this weird disappointed feeling that's hella creepy.
Is this normal at all!?