Iin, that i'm a wuss who looks forward collapse of civilization?
As many of you probably know, we're headed into an economic meltdown which is compounded by an event known as "Peak Oil" (the point at which it becomes increasingly difficult to get enough oil to fuel our infrastructure. Google "Olduvai Theory" to get a better idea of what I'm saying here.) These events will likely lead to food/water shortages, social chaos and the end of centralized government authority in the United States by the 2020's. We're dependent on oil, and we haven't developed nuclear power as a replacement (like we should have done 30 years ago.) Technological civilization is probably f***ed. But to me that's good, in a way. Why, you ask?
I'm a wuss... I'm not a good unarmed fighter. I've got short arms and I've always tended to get worse than I give in fights. I'm an EXCELLENT rifleman and pistol shot though.
Sometimes I let people push me around, because I can't stand the sick feeling I'd get in my guts for months afterward should I lose a fight. I also hate taking s**t from bullies though... it makes me sick in the gut also. If I were to pull a weapon and make them pay with their lives, I'd escape having to pay for the situation with months of gut-sickness AND I'd rid the world of a bully... but in today's liberal-infested society I'd go to prison (my worst nightmare. I'd be unarmed and defenseless amongst aggressive, predatory degenerates. And I'd have a hard time even committing suicide; short-drop hanging and sharpened spoons in the jugular sound like a rough way to go. Also, you're always being watched.)
Now, if society collapses... no more police. No more judges. No more prisons. People might maim or kill you, but they won't put you in jail (my biggest fear... if that happened I'd have to fist-fight 24/7 and if I lost even ONE fight, I'd get homosexually gang-raped.)
But you know, I'm NOT afraid to die! I'm an atheist, so what's to be afraid of? I only fear HUMILIATION.
If society collapses, I can just up and KILL any son-of-a-bitch who tries to amuse himself by f***ing with me! (No prison time to worry about! And if his friends/family come after me, WTF? I'm not afraid of death and I can shoot just as well as anybody; I've had professional training AND I'm better than most people I know, in fact.)
Anybody else here, who can relate???