Is it normal that i'm afraid someone is trying to poison me?

Ever since I was a little kid, I've looked out for parts of my food that looks weird, like a black fleck of something that's out of place, or a drop of something liquid in the middle. Of course, I know it's be being paranoid, but I've always eatsn around it none the less. Anyone else ever felt (or feel) the same way?

(Like just yesterday there was a clean fork conveniently placed in the dorm kitchen drawer, and after using it to stir my noodles I had the sudden thought it could be arsenic on the prongs. Still ate the food, of course, but not without feeling weird about it.)

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  • Arm0se

    "Paranoia is a very comforting state of mind. If you think they're out to get you, it means you think you matter." - Gilbran Quail

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  • Ace09

    What?Don't be like that bro.I mean,who would possibly wanna poison u?Ur own family?Ur friends?

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    • Kirkisajerk

      Idk... Used to think my parents when I was a little kid, but now I don't know what I'm afraid of. Not like I'm actually scared, it's just a thought that's always there xD

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  • Avant-Garde

    I used to do and think the exact same thing. I always thought that I was the only one.

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    • wistfulmaiden

      This is NOT as uncommon as people think. Its a pretty common fear. I didn't exactly think people were trying to poison me but I was always worried that my food was contaminated like from the factory of maybe a random Tylenol-type poisoner. Im paranoid like that :P

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      • Avant-Garde

        I also feared it was contaminated with something. It didn't help that on three occasions I found something that didn't belong in my canned food.

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  • MangoTango

    Are you a king, queen, or president of a small country? Heir to a throne? If that's you? You may have good reason to be paranoid that people are trying to poison you.

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  • stopandthink

    It may not be a normal thing to do, but you don't sound abnormal yourself. Just try to think of a legitimate reason as to why someone would want to poison you, if you can't, then don't worry too much about it.
    I think it would definitely help you if you surrounded yourself with people who care about you and that you trust.

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  • thegypsysailor

    Why in the world do you think anybody would care enough about you, one way or the other, to poison you?
    Do you think everybody is thinking, 'how can I poison this kid?'
    Move on, this is a non-starter.

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    • Kirkisajerk

      Oh, got you to 'care' enough to follow me over here, didn't I. ;)
      Yup, pretty much. Sucks for me, but that's how it is.
      Thank you for opening my eyes, angry human. You have magically removed all paranoid thoughts from my mind.
      I hope you don't let people you meet on the internet anger you this much in the future - it doesn't do anything but make you bitter, I should guess.

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      • thegypsysailor

        Angry? What about an honest opinion makes you think I am angry? I'm not bitter either, just not so self centered that I think EVERYBODY is thinking about me, all the time, trying to poison me.
        You are obviously a pretty egotistical little shit, if you think you are that important to ANYBODY. You certainly live up to your screen name, jackoff, oh sorry, jerk.

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    • wistfulmaiden

      Not to be a smartass but I know two people who someone tried to poison. One was by a wife wanting an insurance policy(he got sick but didn't die) and the other was a girl with a mentally ill teenage sister. Sis put windex, aspirin and bleach in her drink but of course it smelled weird so she didn't drink it.

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  • Ace09

    Then I think it's totally normal.But kinda weird at the same time,but don't worry.U'll probably get over it.Try not to think about it too much.

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