Is it normal that i'm afraid someone is trying to poison me?
Ever since I was a little kid, I've looked out for parts of my food that looks weird, like a black fleck of something that's out of place, or a drop of something liquid in the middle. Of course, I know it's be being paranoid, but I've always eatsn around it none the less. Anyone else ever felt (or feel) the same way?
(Like just yesterday there was a clean fork conveniently placed in the dorm kitchen drawer, and after using it to stir my noodles I had the sudden thought it could be arsenic on the prongs. Still ate the food, of course, but not without feeling weird about it.)