Is it normal that i'm so much of an atheist that..
Whenever I'm pissed off, it's sunny. When I'm at peace with myself, it's raining.
Whenever I'm asked to do something, I'm complained at because I do it wrong.
When I don't do anything, I'm complained at for not doing anything.
I am so much of an atheist that it sometimes leads me to wonder if there is in fact a God, and he just fucking hates me. And because I'm questioning his existence instead of flat out denying his existence, it means I'm no longer an atheist, which pisses me off even more.