Is it normal that i must kill every fly i see?

ok so a few weeks before i was sitting in my room tryna sleep, but every FUCKING time i feel like im about to sleep some little fucker comes near my ear and we all know how annoying that feels,after 50min i got up,turned the light on,and said "your gonna regret the day you were born cunts" and i went on killing every single one of them (there were 6) and i made a promise to kill every fly i see (and i became really good at it i miss only 5% of the time) i even bought gloves so my hands never get dirty so is this normal?

ps: if you wanna learn how to kill 'em lil fucks ask me in the comments