Is it normal that i seriously cleaned my house one or twice for two years
I got so depressed and never cleaned my place for a while and then drank and case a day. Then got fired and still kept binging until I got hired at my current job(I kept my job for a year but only drink on my days off) and now I finally cleaned for 3 hours filled up two garbage begs full but only got my floors decluttered vaccumed, swept and mopped. I planned to clean every day until my whole place is cleaned. Thank fucking god I can't finally get this off my fucking chest because I still have dried puke from being so dam drunk that I couldn't get up and puke in the toilet. This secret caused lots of fucking stress and I could never invite people to visit me. Also I washed my dishes once every one or two months and got sick more then once because of that