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I have autism, a visual-impairment, I'm mildly psychotic, and I live in one of the most degenerate places on earth. I don't want to spend the rest of my life like this, I'd rather just end it, but I feel like I can't, because I don't want to ruin the lives of my close ones.
I don't know how much I would want to be here if I didn't have my loved ones, even though I am not suicidal.
Please don't though. Please. Please, I'm genuinely begging. I've lost three family members to suicide since 2017, my uncle, brother, then my cousin. Please don't.
At the same time I feel like I'm asking a lot of you, not knowing your situation. What country do you live in?
I'm really sorry you're going through all of that.
I think this is an unfortunately common scenario. Just know that you never know what's around the corner, and life can get so much better (and in my experience, it does). I know it might seem unbearable right now and I really wish I could offer more comfort, but please keep going! I sincerely hope things turn around for you, you're able to get the help you need, and life gives you a ton of blessings. ❤️
I feel you man. I'm a bit of drugy/alchy tbh and I just hope I don't go before my mum dies. God bless you, man.
Dont do it. You dont know where you will be in 5 years. It sounds so cliche but its true. The world can change at the drop of a hat.
If your loved ones are getting in the way of you achieving your goal, make them despise you so they'll be glad when you're gone. Start acting out, being rude, etc.
I think psychotic is generally NOT knowing you’re out of touch with reality.
But it’s a very good thing that you realise it affects others if you do something like that.