Is it normal that i watch weird porn when i'm sleepy & then feel bad about it?
whenever i'm sleepy, i get really relaxed and absent-minded. so i just watch weird fetish porn (hardcore bdsm) without masturbating to it. i just like to watch, i've never masturbated to porn. and when i wake up, i just have this very uneasy feeling, like embarrassment, shame, guilt and disgust. and then after the day is over, i go back to bed and have the urge to watch it again.
so tell me, is it normal to:-
1) watch porn without masturbating
2) only do it when feeling sleepy
3) feel disgusted about fetish porn afterwards