Is it normal that it feels like every girl is already taken?
Every girl I meet who I'm interested in is always always taken. Or they're way too young..or they're way too religious. Are you fucking serious? Aren't there like 8 billion people on this god forsaken shit pile of a planet? I know reality is not what it seems, and it's a commonly held belief that we create our own worlds..so could it just be possible that I've created this reality of scarcity for myself?
I see my friends just falling the fuck into relationships. Why don't I? I know I don't get out as much as many other people. By getting out I mean going to bars, clubs, social events, concerts, but I am in school for seven hours a day and I work seven hours a day and the only women I ever run into are the types I described above. What fucking gives? I'm not in the house all day. I'm out interacting with people. I'm at my wits end. Especially when I meet the girl of my dreams and get all strung out on her and fucked up in the head because I can't have her.
Life is such a fucking tease it's ridiculous. Look, but don't touch. Touch, but don't taste. Taste, but don't swallow. Fuck this shit. I'm really worried that I'm going to get a majority of responses that agree with everything I'm saying. Is an attitude adjustment the only thing standing between me and finding the girl I want to be with, or is life really this retarded? You tell me. So is it normal?