Is it normal to be a nuerotic mess all the time
I dunno if I am still going through menopause or what. My bf wants me to talk someone because I have been through a lot of trauma in my life. my daughter gets really angry because I constantly am afraid someone is going to die be murdered or get in a car accident.Anytime I pass anything up it ruins my whole day like I feel like I should be punished.I am in constant fear for the worse. my daughter thinks this is a shitty way for me to live and that I need to freaking stop it. I pee my pants all the time because of anziety I don't sleep because I am afraid my nightmares will come true.my whole body hurts from anziety.the worse thing was when I had a panic attack about the election and almost wrecked the car.My daughter and sister gave me some anziety pills but I don't like to take them because I have a lot of allergic reactions to pills.Also they aren't my prescription.