Is it normal to be a nuerotic mess all the time

I dunno if I am still going through menopause or what. My bf wants me to talk someone because I have been through a lot of trauma in my life. my daughter gets really angry because I constantly am afraid someone is going to die be murdered or get in a car accident.Anytime I pass anything up it ruins my whole day like I feel like I should be punished.I am in constant fear for the worse. my daughter thinks this is a shitty way for me to live and that I need to freaking stop it. I pee my pants all the time because of anziety I don't sleep because I am afraid my nightmares will come true.my whole body hurts from anziety.the worse thing was when I had a panic attack about the election and almost wrecked the car.My daughter and sister gave me some anziety pills but I don't like to take them because I have a lot of allergic reactions to pills.Also they aren't my prescription.

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  • Ellenna

    For a start, you're still somewhat together if you realise you shouldn't be taking other people's prescription medication. See a doctor: could be due to menopause, which can fuck your head over because of the hormonal changes, but could be something else you can get help for.

    Don't keep living like this: there will be help for you somewhere if you just look.

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  • mysistersshadow

    Sounds like a terrible way to waste the time you've been given.

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