Is it normal to be getting stupider and enjoy it?
I think it's pretty cool to seem kinda dumb, as long as you are at least smart in some things. I am a complete idiot on the surface and I keep getting stupider, but I'm actually better at math, programming, art, and languages than most people I meet. I'm not bragging, in fact I know plenty of people are way better at all those things than I am; but those people are also smart enough to be modest about it, unlike the "average" people who would consider me a dumbass. It feels good to be seen as stupid, and then be able to blow them away by knowing things they can't even understand. Sometimes I make myself learn things solely for this purpose, and other things I will never allow myself to learn, so I can maintain a decent level of external stupidity.