Is it normal to be obsessed with postman pat?
I posted this before, but for some reason it wasn't shown on the site.
I am a transgender man aged 42 and I am OBSESSED with Postman Pat.
I was born a girl and I had gender reassignment surgery so I could be like my hero, Pat.
I have a red Ford Escort van which used to have the Royal Mail livery but the BASTARD PIGS said I wasn't allowed it anymore.
I even have a black and white cat called Jess, who rides in the passenger seat with me.
I had a replica postman's uniform tailored exactly the same as Pat's and I wear it every day.
I even moved to Cumbria in Northern England, which Pat's hometown Greendale was based on.
The local children love it when I drive past and they all wave and cheer, but some of the older kids shout hurtful transphobic comments and throw stones at my van.
I don't know how anyone knows I'm transgender, as I haven't told anyone since I moved here.
Apart from that, I have a great time driving around the Cumbrian countryside in my red van with Jess and I don't care what anyone says.
Is it normal to live like this, and more importantly, does it matter?