Is it normal to be scared of porn
I don't watch porn because I find it very gross and it terrifies me. All my friends watch it and I have no idea how anyone can sit through that.
I don't know if this has any relevance but the first time I saw an inappropriate image was when I was 4 or 5. I was on my dad's phone and I went to images(which he said I shouldn't do) but I was dumb and I forgot what he had told me. The first pic I saw was a pretty picture(one I took) so naturally I wanted to see more and the next image literally had me throwing the phone across the room. It was a pic of a "family friend", naked, with her legs spread wide open. There was nothing I did not see. When I first saw that my heart beat sped up, I was shaking, and a bit confused... All in all I was terrified.
Anyway everytime I view pornography or nude images this is how my body reacts. Sometimes I even feel nauseated.
I'm also asexual so there's that.
Is this normal?