Is it normal to be so tired all the time?
Not to the point of falling asleep. Rather, I'm mentally exhausted all the times. Most things don't interest me anymore. My daily tasks are one boring thing after the other, and I feel I never have free time to go and have fun. There's always a chore to do, or I have do to things for my family members, or even taking care of my personal hygiene is a chore because everything takes so long. For instance, I don't understand how brushing my teeth and washing my face takes up 10 minutes. Should that be more like 5? I know it sounds petty, but the times always adds up.
My family thinks it's because I work at home that I've become lazy, but that's just a 'boomer' attitude. I love working at home - I spent many years commuting to a job and more often than not I felt like throwing myself in front of the bus instead of getting on it (Yes I sought therapy about that at the time). I hated commuting to work, because I STILL struggled with not having enough time and energy to do much. I STILL had to do all these boring tasks one after the other.
Is this normal? I don't know what 'fun' I desire, but it's like... pay bills, clean, grocery shop, pick up/drop off family members... I can't do it anymore. It's so overwhelming. I just want to sit and read a book but my mind is like "oh wait, you forgot to do that thing"