Is it normal to entertain my necrophilia
I have a very conflicting relationship with being a necrophiliac. Knowing people have died upsets me, I find the situation very sad and I experience empathy for them and their loved ones. But, I only have attraction for lifeless bodies.
I’m 32, have never been in a relationship, and work a well paying job. I’ve been complimented on my appearance, and my personality is complimenting enough.
I dislike speaking rudely, I’m quite prudish, but I’ve only felt arousal for a corpse or lifeless body. So, I purchased a doll. She is very advanced and lifelike, right down to the textured silicon and real human hair. I keep her modest and have her as a partner, eating with her and taking her through daily routines.
The doll helps me cope with who I am, which I consider to be a major flaw in my person. I attended therapy for a while but it only further separated me from life.