Is it normal to feel left out of your friend group because you don't fangirl
ok I live in California and alot of people, including myself and my friend group, are asian. The thing is that all my friends are OBSESSED with kpop groups like bts and exo and I'm not. I tried to become interested and I do love some of their songs and listen to them, but I cannot get how people can "fangirl" over someone that doesn't even know them. I choose to like artists and listen to songs based on the song itself and artwork the produce. I dont follow them on V app or spend 4 hrs a day watching every single youtube video or variety shows they are in. My friends seems to know their bias's itty bitty detail and watch thousands of music videos. I can not even recognize my "bias" (which i chose to not feel left out) face when all of them look alike especially in kpop groups. I feel very left out and I struggle to understand and connect with them when they are in their little kdrama drama saying stuff like omg im going to marry him and im going to move to korea and marry someone handsome in like cafe or somethjng. I'm sorry but I just dont get it. Call me realist but I would like to spend my time and energy on someone I know and someone that actually KNOWS me. Half of them don't even have a boyfriend yet because their expectations are so high and we are in high school. Is it normal to feel like this and feel left out? Is it normal to not understand them?