Is it normal to feel sympathy for satan
I'm not really sure if I believe in the existence of God and angels and crazy shit that the bible says. But I know that evil is true and it's in all of us. Some more consumed than others, but I feel that it's the drive to our selfish desires. Anyway, I'm raised in a Christian family and we go to church every Sunday and the works, but the more I hear about god, the more I find him to be a tyrannic asshole. The more I age, my views on life just keep on getting darker and it's like I can't trust anyone. I feel that everyone's just trying to manipulate everyone for personal ease or satisfaction. Although the teachings of morality and kindness keeps the peace, I just feel like it's all a big piece of shit that we're thrown into. I can't see why humans needed to exist or why the world even came about, if there really is the all powerful all knowing god, then why does he let us struggle? Why is the world such a troublesome place? I can't understand and I feel like humans are created, because god is a narcissistic bitch who wants worshipers to pass his time by, and Satan is just like me, he had enough of it and gave god a piece of his mind, then god was all like, "fuck you, I'm supreme. Now burn in hell, cunt." Most of the time, the devil gets blamed for the bad things that happen, but isn't god just as faulty? If he were that powerful, he wouldn't let us be pawns to these sufferings. He wouldn't have made a Lucifer if he were all-knowing, because he would have known that Lucifer would rebel and shit. Ugh Idk what to believe and most of the time, I just want to die so I wouldn't have responsibilities, desires, beliefs, nadda. None of that has to matter and that would be very satisfying.