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I believe there is a God and I hate him for creating me. If he knew I was going to suffer then why did he create me? I spend most of my time wishing I would just die and I hope there is no life after death because life is the most boring thin I know... Is it normal I feel this way?
Yes this is normal.
You can't really blame anyone because you're already here, You should focus on things that make your life better because are you going to complain about not wanting to be here all your life?
I was feeling down just like you, then I saw a documentary about cancer patients who were fighting for their lives and it made me realized how precious life is and we are sitting here complaining about nonsense.
Don't waste your life complaining mon :) or try getting a therapist to talk with because talking helps greatly.
Boredom is the greatest thing man has going for it. A bored human is the leading cause of innovation. Being bored is not indicative of a tedious existence, but rather an existence that has more potential and reward. That is, of course, if you have the courage to enact the real labor of thinking.
- sincerely yours, a non-believer
Way too often we want to blame others for our misery but SOMETIMES we create the misery by the poor choices we make.
It's pretty silly to hate a nonexistent thing, or blame it for your creation or problems.
Take responsibility for your actions and choose a course of action. Life is a gift that should not be squandered.
As far as life is concerned I feel the same way as you do but I won't dare to hate GOD ..... :(
ugh I feel that way too... :( and I feel shitty for hating God, like, how dare a little weak human like me hate God? My religion would say that I'm so arrogant. And then I hate myself for hating god, then I hate God for even giving human the capacity to hate Him... why did He have to create human life anyway? Sure it has its own beauty, but it also has its own pricks, yet he give us human the tendency to spot the negatives easier. And sins, why did He give human flaws just to punish them for living their characteristics? To test humans? If His knowledge is vast, won't he know the outcome already without us having to live the test?
People said that I'd better not think about it that way but ehh the alternatives is either lying to myself like 'i'm sure God totally loves me' or distract my mind away from this, but it won't change the fact that I hate God ugh :/
If you can find your value in that of what is the worth of you who are then, your life can become something that is more enjoyable; over all, its the way that you look at life. For, if you keep on looking at it as you do then you will be only able to see life from that way, have you ever thought that it could be something else that you are just thinking that it is the whole god thing; for the mind is something that upon itself is the puzzle that may never be fully understood by humans.
Its normal to feel that way if you are clinically depressed. I used to feel the way you're describing all the time, but I've been progressively feeling less and less so within the last six years. Hang in there, and don't be afraid to seek help.