Is it normal to hate sleeping
It's not that i hate the act of sleep on itself, but i utterly hate sleeping.
Spending so much time doing nothing and wasting 1/3 of my life because of it when we have so little time to be on this earth makes me sick. Every night i take hours to fall asleep bc i hate it with my soul even if i am tired. What i hate the most is the small period of time in which u let everything else aside to try to sleep until when u actually fall asleep. Those minuts (hours sometimes in my case) with no stimulation at all give me a free way to overthink about existencial stuff and it makes me very upset. I can't bare sleeping. It's gross and sometimes it makes me nauseous. If i could not sleep at all i would choose that with no hesitation.