Is it normal to hope my creepy old neighbor can see me masturbating?
I don’t know why, but every time I masturbate I hope my 61 year old neighbor who is extremely creepy and perverted can see me. I go to the room next to his house, turn my lights on and open the blinds, and get to it right in front of the window. It’s always dark in his house when I do this, so I can’t see if he’s watching but I hope he is and is masturbating to it. It turns me on so much that he could be lurking in the dark watching, and I always cum to the thought of him moaning my name and rubbing himself for me. Actually seeing him doing it would creep me out, but the thrill of not knowing if he is or not but could be is so sexy to me.
btw I’m a 20 year old FTM, if this matters