Is it normal to know you're making a mistake but do it anyway?
I have a drinking problem.
I've contained it to just beer and just at my house and one friends house.
But occasionally (like tonight) I'll get a hair across my ass and go out for shots.
I know that it's a mistake and I'll regret it tomorrow, but it's better than sitting alone wishing I was dead.
I don't wanna live sober.
Edit.
I forgot to eat again today.