Is it normal to love animals but at the same time
hurt them because i really hate myself for this so i will give you some background information.
i sometime love it when my cat gives me the WTF look so i find myself doing strange things to get my cat to react that way even if it means to annoy the act i have not hurt him when doing this but i do know it is annoying him.
now to the part that is concerning
i really hate myself for this but i used to make balloon make squeaking noise to get my mums dog to howl
i even put a peg on her ear which was cruel i just laughed when she cried out in pain i really do hate myself for it though
also i sometimes want to cuddle cute animals to near death but restrain myself from doing so.
is this normal