Is it normal to not want live in this world anymore?

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okay so i have been really depressed lately and not the "Oh I've been feeling kind of depressed" type of depression,the i don't feel like living anymore type.I think it started around a year ago,now don't laugh at me please but I started to get into anime and stuff and it just changed my life.I just loved it so much that i started to kind of drift away from reality and just become engulfed in my addiction to it,ha i'm talking about this like it's a drug or something but to me it is.I started to not like the real world anymore and wanted to die because i knew i could never have what i truly wanted.or i guess maybe that's the depression talking but i don't know because that's what i want right now,i'm just so confused and don't know what to do.I have family that i'm living with right now but i'm just to afraid to seek help,but i don't want help because i'm afraid of leaving my feeling's for anime and everything that i want and love right now behind.I dont want to be happy in that way that everybody wants to be because i dont want the real world i want my world but i can never have it.

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  • RoseIsabella
    9 years ago

    Honestly, I can't stand anime.

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    • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk
      9 years ago

      holy fuck woman yall just opened the gatesa hell

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      • RoseIsabella
        9 years ago

        Mwahahaha!

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        • wistfulmaiden
          9 years ago

          I find anime creepy and annoying at the same time

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          • RoseIsabella
            9 years ago

            I honestly can't stand it! I hate the way females are depicted.

            This is more my style. http://youtu.be/9qKCDJAFkWo

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      • PR1NCE
        9 years ago

        IKR!

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      • PR1NCE
        9 years ago

        IKR!!

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  • thegypsysailor
    9 years ago

    OK. Take a breath and think about what you are saying.
    You'd rather die than continue on as you are, because of some drawn, big eyed children's cartoons?
    You should live, if for no other reason, because of all the anime you haven't seen yet and that which hasn't been drawn, yet.
    Like Rosy, I can't see the fascination, but hey, we all have our things, but really dude, dying over a cartoon is way beyond not normal; get some help!

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      thanks for the concern:) but i don't really want to continue as i am right now because every day is torture without the one thing i truly want.i thought maybe i could just suppress my feelings but lately it hasn't been working,and i think i am going to try and get help soon but right now im just too much of a wimp to give up the thing that i love even though in the back of my head i know i dont really love it,but i just cant help it right now. but really thx 4 the concern :)

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  • chained_rage
    9 years ago

    Can you draw?

    Start creating your own comic books with you as the main character. Give yourself the coolest super powers and make yourself the hero, and everyone's saviour.

    Live in that world. It will make this one more bearable for you

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      actually i already kind of do that in my mind,i picture myself in many different scenarios,i do that while also listening to some music which has for the most part has kept me Sane.And i cant really draw all that well but i do doodle about myself as a vigilante that murders bad people like other murderers,rapists,and child molester's. although like said i have many different scenarios that i play out in my mind.Most are good thins tho.:)
      P.S. thanks for the suggestion:)

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  • shuggy-chan
    9 years ago

    Tell me what you get out of this video then

    http://youtu.be/-QnnKQREHAY

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      i have it downloaded and also have the song too.I really like it and already know what it represents. :)

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      • shuggy-chan
        9 years ago

        Then you understands it symbolically shows the pitfalls of becoming obsessive with your vices and the whole Otaku lifestyle.

        As someone that since he was a little kid (like 5) has always watched anime. you can enjoy it and even for a little if it is good enough "escape into it" But to want to die because it a world you love but never be in is just immature

        you realize that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary Problem. and the "problem" is your view or perception of the world.

        How old are you, what was your perception of the world 5, 10 years ago? was it the same? do you this your views will be the same 5, 10 years in the future?

        Obviously not, So live life and see where it takes you, you are human, you are allowed to have your "vices" but it your responsibility to not let your vices consume you. Whether they are anime and video game, or drug and drinking, or sex and gambling.

        I hope that makes some sense^^^^

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