Is it normal to not want to live even when you're not depressed?
It's not a feeling like I'm going to go out and do something about it, it's more like the feeling you get when the waiter comes by and asks if you're up for dessert but all you really want is to pay the check and go home. That's how I feel about life in general, a kind of "Thanks, but no thanks" feeling towards the idea of living into my 60s or 70s