Is it normal to still feel my dog jump up my bed? she has been dead for 6 years
I owned a dog named Poppy. She was some sort of chihuahua mix, really fluffy and looked kind of like a gremlin from the movie. She was my best friend and most of the time my only friend while I grew up in a very abusive household.
I couldn't take her with me to college so my grandma took her in. Unfortunately she got into the garbage and ended up getting a chicken bone lodged inside her, killing her. She was only 9, middle aged for a dog like her.
I swear I still feel her. She would always jump up on the edge of my bed and sleep near my feet. Maybe I'm dreaming, maybe I'm still mourning. But every time I go to sleep I still feel the little paws and the final *thump* of her laying her little body down. It even woke me up a little bit once, only to see nothing. I have a cat now, but he prefers to sleep in my closet at night, and I've only had him for a year and this has happened before then. I think maybe it just might be my brain, filling in what I expect. It may be dumb but I still miss her dearly.