Is it normal to suddenly hate my art and want to start over?
I'm pretty sure it is normal, I just wanted to vent about it and find people who go through the same thing: I'm a hobbyist artist and for years I felt like I couldn't take my art in the direction I wanted. Every year I'd start hating eveyrthing I'd done and trying out a new style from zero; occasionally I'd even delete everything on my DeviantArt gallery and at one point I even created a new account.
Since making this new account, I've been getting way more popular than I was before and I was quite content with my work. I thought the nightmare was over and I'd finally found something that would work for me for aeons to come.
But no. I've recently discovered an artist that's absolutely amazing and I've been thinking that if I combined some elements of her style with some other things I like my art would be 100 times better. So now I hate everything I've drawn so far and want to start over with a new style.
I guess that's what art critics call "phases", but it's freaking annoying and frustrating. I hate how everything is temporary in life and we have to keep reinventing ourselves to adapt to interior and exterior changes. Humans are never fully sorted out. Getting philosophical here...