Is it normal to take alot of selfies but never have i ever posted them?

I take alot of selfies! Weird enough I am in love with myself because I am attracted to the way I pose. I just keep looking at my own selfies and not sharing. I never post or share my pics ever because I was never a selfie freak until now starting from 2 years ago. I now have this Anxiety fear of people either getting Jealous, people thinking I'm seeking attention etc etc etc if I ever did post a selfie I took of myself.
If I was to upload a pic of myself, I would only use pictures that others took of me such as Me being at events on special days because I know that person who took it thinks its a good pic and then that gives me the hint that it would be okay for others to think that way too. It just sounds confusing right? But thats just the way I feel.
I sometimes think about restarting a freshly new made account on Facebook then that way it would be easier for me to post my selfies and act like I am just a brand new me but it just seems hard .

Who can relate LOL??